I'm not really sure if I have OCD or OCPD; I read the Wikipedia definitions for both OCD and OCPD, but while there are things that describe those that apply to me, I'm not quite sure if they correctly describe my problem, that's why I coined a phrase for my self-diagnosed condition instead: selective extreme meticulousness.
And I hate it.
I can't seem to decide whether to put it in my news section where I've recently written most of my stuff, or to make another section for my opinions. The thing is, I'm also thinking of making a section that will contain my opinions, reactions and rantings about general stuff, like the society and the norms. I have so many things to write about in that section, but I have yet to start on one, and I think this certain thing I'm currently thinking of writing about isn't really something that falls under that category.
And in general, I just seem to take certain things as if they're big deal.
My sister talked to me just while I was in the middle of writing this entry, after I blurted out at random that I hate my meticulousness. She said to me, "don't sweat the small stuff"; I want to do just that, too. Somehow, though, something is preventing me from doing so. I don't know, maybe it's due to some other persona in me. (I don't even know if I have a multiple personality disorder or not.)
I can only try to look at this on the bright side, to tell myself that this is a small challenge that I might not be able to overcome today, but maybe some other day. Maybe tomorrow, my mind will be sounder and fresher than today, and before I know it, I might already have a better idea as far as where I should post that entry goes.
So for the meantime, that article will have to stay in my brain until I arrive at a decision where to put it.