I don't know, but for some reason, when I write something regarding these, I feel compelled to delve deeper. I mean, especially in the case of movies, it's as if I don't want to readily believe the things I read on the internet and then write about them as if they're already true. I want to validate the credibility of most of the sources of my write-ups, but I just don't seem to have the proper ways to do so.
The readers of my write-ups might notice that I've been updating the articles section of my site too often lately. The truth of the matter is, I at least try to. It's been hard to catch up with the latest happenings about the stuff I'm interested with—videogames, anime, movies, sports-entertainment and all that—especially since I'm not really a news correspondent nor a journalist.
I don't know, but for some reason, when I write something regarding these, I feel compelled to delve deeper. I mean, especially in the case of movies, it's as if I don't want to readily believe the things I read on the internet and then write about them as if they're already true. I want to validate the credibility of most of the sources of my write-ups, but I just don't seem to have the proper ways to do so. Sometimes I hate being a perfectionist. I hate it when I can't easily come up with a decision regarding trivial stuff.
I'm not really sure if I have OCD or OCPD; I read the Wikipedia definitions for both OCD and OCPD, but while there are things that describe those that apply to me, I'm not quite sure if they correctly describe my problem, that's why I coined a phrase for my self-diagnosed condition instead: selective extreme meticulousness. And I hate it. |
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